… Well… I guess it’s safe to assume we’re straight up plagiarizing now, haha. I wanted to write this down as soon as I got the prompt too, the timing though… it’s a bit concerning. But it’s okay, not breaking any actual rules, it’s for a good cause, so I’ll be excused… I hope. ANYWAY!…. …
Yesterday I was reading some of my post-entries and, oh boy, did I tear up? Yea, a lot! Well, mostly because the feelings behind those messages are very relatable to me, and because it is posted in a public setting it just connects me even more.
I have always been having a particularly close relationship with testimony meetings, I love the feeling of anxiousness in my heart but having a desire so great to share my testimony grab it, and it takes me up at the pulpit with even greater force.
It’s all about loving yourself just enough to realize it’s okay to feel vulnerable. That it’s vulnerability is what leads to self-analyzing, opening up a lock-box, a safe, full of unknown emotions that fear makes the thought of opening them so terrifying for itself.